sous un soleil brulant les gens m'admire. sans jamais ce posé sur mes épines. le sang est ma couleur d'origine et pourtant je suis la fleur du deuil.
telle un esprit qui quitta cette terre je suis vu tout blanc de part mes pair. seul le deuil de ma couleur peut montrer le chagrin d'un futur renouveau. si seulement mes pétales changerait de nouveau pour prendre la forme d'une âme blanche. ainsi mon vrai éclats sera révélé au gens, mais je suis née noir pour être posé sur la tombe d'une bien-aimée.
Avec les années je me gorgerais de son sang et de ses os.
pour un jours voir ces pétales devenir rouge et recommencer ce cycle qui ne semble jamais s'arrêté
on me tiendra encore dans cette nouvelle vie comme un objet sans vie.
mon âme tracera de nouveau son chemin au travers la racine des âge.
pour un jour atteindre ma vrai nature qui est de fleurir libre de toute usage
futile est ce rêve puisque mon âme et destin son forger tel une chaine.
je ne peux que ricaner as tous ces sourire béa qui vienne m'admirer.
j'ai vu les ténèbres recouvrir le ciel, j'ai vu le feu tourner en noirceur la plus total, mais jamais je n'ai vue de plus sombre et plus magnifique cheveux noir.
que ceux de qui ce dressa devant cette lumière aveuglante qu'est le soleil.
Son feu éteignis les ténèbres les plus sombres, mais toucha point ce noir qui colorais ces cheveux. son sourire révélant, ces lèvres si froide que même le feu ne pourrait l'éteindre.
Puis jailli ces ombres qui vacillait autour de moi prenant ma vue et ma voix. seul mon ouïe resta pour entendre que les ténèbres aillant pour seul souvenir ce sourire et ces cheveux d'ombres comme souvenir. je chercha qui suis-je mais seul la chaleur d'une main pu m'apaisé murmurant que même si les ténèbres venais à me changer elle serait là pour tenir celle-ci.
le temps passèrent aillant que pour seul réconfort la chaleur d'un fantôme qui gardera à jamais mes souvenirs passé et à venir.
l'abysse m'appel, me murmurant des promesses et une nouvelle vie si seulement je laissais. cette dernière chaleur qui m'anime partir pour être de nouveau en vie.
pourquoi seul la tourmente reste... mais non! elle est là mon ange noir pour toujours elle restera à mes côté et un jours je pourrais admirer de nouveau ce sourire qui fut si illuminé sous un nouveau soleil doré.
I think it was a monday, i was in the outskirt of Alferonne, It was a rainy night... One of those that you can barely see what in front of you, because of the heavy downpour. But we could always hear the shot coming from the other side of the trench...It was like hell came knocking while peeing in our damned eyes. It was my first job has a mercenary, i was loading my gun thinking how pissed off i was at the thought that the death was mocking me on my very first mission...Then while i was thinking that came the lieutenant to yell at me to do something like a scared cat wanting to go home.
-Alright, alright already... I will do something.
has i said then strangely my mind gone blank and i woken up on the battlefield...I was feeling nothing at all but i could still get easily on my feet but something was amiss... Since there was forest all around me. I tought to myself that i might had been captured and was throw away during a raid of some sort. I walked west since i didn't know where i was. Then a fog started appearing all around me and strangely has i walked forward it got more and more thicker until i arrive at something that looked like a fountain... But a very strange one since it was orned of skull on the lower part and flower in the upper part. Since i am a curious men by nature, has i walked toward it without fear. At each step i felt heavier like something inside me was trying to prevent me from getting closer to it almost like gravity was against each of my step pulling me to my knee. Finally after an hell of an effort i gotten in front of it and saw two liquid in it. one looked like blood and the other like the heaven itself...
-What in the bloody world is this? I'm i dreaming?
-You aren't dreaming son of Irkar...
That spooky voice that called me earlier... it gave me chill down my spine making me wonder what could be this sinister voice... I didn't draw my weapom but had my hand on it while looking all around. I was trying to see where that voice could come from. After a little time of silent that voice came back and told me that i died by a stray bullet shot by an ally and that he is in the garden of soul to be reborn. I asked him to show himself and if he was an human then i would kill him and if he was a spirit i would listen to him but if he was something else then i would have to right to put a condition before obeing him. Again the silence came then the fog took a form of caped woman holding a scythe and said firmly with a sinister and loud voice.
-Speak of your condition mortal since i am an human and also a spirit while being none of those two at the same time! So let's settle this quickly!
I was not afraid strangely... All i could look at was that thing pretty lips and nothing else, i always sought to kiss a woman lips that was that perfect so i didn't waste time and told my condition. I asked it to kiss me, that shocked the Death itself making it feel new sensation it never had felt before... It was blushing red almost like for it that it was impossible since no living or death being would dare such a feat. The death responded to my condition and we kissed without hesitation like i was longing for it and death was confused but also surprised since her lips is like a cold breeze with the feel of taking your soul away, so was the curse of it lips but then again i didn't back away after a kiss that was out of this world i finally understood what i had done but still i couldn't see the Death has a cursed being even after feeling like dying of a thousand death while kissing i felt like it was the best kiss of my entire life and my first too. I boldly asked her name while feeling life fading out of me.She said.
-I am the guide of the styx, i am the death, i am the judge of reincarnation, i am Kiraidia the goddess of all i spoke of before giving u it.
Before i could speak further a bolt of lightning struck the mist aside and an elderly half wolf and half human looking appear. He looked sad and strangely gave two choice to Kiraidia. One was that she destroy my soul forever since no being should ever love the Death goddess... And the second was to secede her power to a new god or goddess. She smiled at the strange beast and said that she would choose a third path and used her power to warp me and herself in another world. I could get a glympse of a smile on the beast face has she defied the will of the upper god and decided to run away with me. We arrived in a little town near a coast and before i could get my sense back she pulled my hand and asked me with her new very astonishing good look with a sweet and calm voice.
-Humm... Yes, since your lip are the best in the whole universe.
She looked at my with bright eye but told me that we should get moving since at best she could spend a month with me if they were careful before they could catch her and drag her back into the soul realm. She pulled my hand and we got at the coastal town has fast has we could since i was falling over a lot because i was still dizzy from her sudden warp or maybe it was that kiss tha was still on my mind... We took the first ship that we could get on and then she looked at the horizon feeling like it was the first time she felt free and somehow really loved because my stare was always looking at her figure. I smiled at this sight and suddenly i told myself that it wasn't so bad to have flee with the death goddess herself since she has those other otherwordly lip of her and one figure that one would die for.
I approched her and get to her side then we watched the sun laying out in the distance holding hand like real lover, i think that made Kiraidia more and more happier, her smile was the brightest of all the thing i saw that days on the deck of the ship but good moment never last since a storm came from out of nowhere and the waves that appear was gigantic. it was like it wanted to sunk the ship in the abyss at all cost. Everyones kept their cool, it was amazing to see the crewmaster was giving order like there was no tommorow and no one in the ship crew dared opposing him only the other passenger were in a state of panic and kept bothering the capitaine with their worry.
The capitaine had a composed look like he was enjoying the situation in itself. Wave after wave i holded close to my my dear goddess so that she won't be taken away by the strong wave that was hitting on the deck away from me but i saw many that got swallowed by the sea with those spear like wave crashing on us... It was like that for a few hours then the sea having it fill of the poor soul that were taken during that contest of skill between the crew and the nature. Kiraidia said to me after that trial
-It was so much fun!! Zerone i didn't know that the mortal world was so much thrilling to face and to see man enjoying to face death it was amazing! like they were opposing fate.
I was not surprised, after all she is the goddess of death... She wouldn't really need me if she decided it. I was so much tired from thatordeal... that i left the deck and gone to sleep in the lower deck right away. When i woke up i was ashore on something that looked like a beach... How is this possible? How can i be alive or even not ear anything that happened to the ship!? Again, i was in an unknown place without my only motivation that was Kiraidia. I walked forward along the shore to find a town maybe i could get a clue there... The sun was scorching but i didn't feel anything or more like i couldn't feel anything has i walk i couldn't feel anything at all like i was an empty shell or maybe... An immortal!? No, it can't be since i just fled the spirit world i might at best be a spirit that wander the earth... Since i got sleepy earlier...
After twelve hours of walking i finally gotten sight of someone... He was on a little fishing boat at least it looked like that. I gotten closer and closer waving my hand for a few minute then the person on the boat waved back and came ashore on the beach to see how i was. He presented himself has Jake and gave me water and an apple. Then after i ate he asked me what was i doing wandering around here.
-I don't know i just woken up ashore... Maybe you could help me mister Jake. Have you seen a woman with black hair wearing a skull necklace by any chance?
He said that he saw a strange man pursuing a woman yesterday, that's all. Going deeper into the Kinjaro forest, he supposedly cried loudly at them telling them that it was a dangerous forest for the unprepared but they didn't seem to ear him. I thanked him for his kindness then i took that it was a lead to my goddess and followed the path where he last saw them. I rushed in the thick and tall forest in the hope of tracking them down or getting at where those people of Jake story has soon has possible to confirm it. If the woman his who he think she is. I was running and running and running following the trace of a passage that were left by people that must had took this way and then i got myself into an open space where the trace seem to have dissapear. I was inspecting around when someones approached me from behind... I didn't know if it was an ennemi or not so i slip slowly my hand on my waist where my gun were and when it touched my shoulder i quickly turned myself around putting my gun under the neck of what looked like a young man terrified. I could smell that he had done on itself and the smell was to horrible so i backed away putting my hand on my nose to not smell it. Before i was saying anything a tiger jumped at the boy and was getting jagged little by little one piece of flesh at a time killing him slowly. I could ear him well scream from it.
I just decided to continue my way before the tiger change of target to me and gone west of there thinking that if she was the person the boat man spoke of then she knew that he would head west like when they meet for the first time at the mist in the between life and death realm. So i continued for many hour it felt like an eternity that i have been running full force from everything in that forest while heading west and still i couldn't feel anything at all except the smell from the young man of earlier in the days. I finally arrived at the end of the forest to find Jake again on a road to his village... I felt like i had been running in circle... So i decided to follow along Jake, he agreed surpised to see me again. So we discussed of everything and nothing and he told me a lot about his familly and his village that were at two days of distance up north on that road.
These two days passed by in a flash with Jake endless story about legend and the god and many more thing. I felt like i was hearing some scholar trying to teach me on a school trip like when i was younger. When finally Jake town came to sight and there, i gratefully thanked him and soon after i split up from him and gotten myself into what looked like an hotel with the money i had left on me hoping it was the same currency and that night... I had a dream where Kiraidia was calling to me and explaining everything that happened that an upper god descended to hunt her down more quickly then she taught. So that i should find her quickly so that they spend one last time with each other. She would be waiting in Carolidia cave in the Serenos region and to come quickly then i woke up the next morning and asked the road for Serenos without even thinking if it was real or not and continued my road listening to that strange dream, i had last night. If i can see her again i would brave every trial! at least that what i told myself looking at the road on ahead.